Monday, March 1, 2010

From one Virginia to another...

Being that I'm starting this entry at 12:13 a.m. is a good sign, for me. I LOVE numbers and numerology, and well, my birthday is 12/13. After sharing my 'muffin' with you all, I realized I never shared the "diagnosis." They say I have hyperinsulinemia, which is a condition where my pancreas produces too much insulin and my body works harder than usual to maintain a normal glucose level. How do I feel about this? I don't, really. Apparently this 'condition' will also cause a woman not to ovulate, which is my underlying problem. I felt relieved to have an answer, at first. But, a few weeks later, I'm not so sure. I don't fully agree that this is the "problem." I, personally, think I'm experiencing perimenopause. I'll be in contact with the doctors in the upcoming week to see if we can come to a conclusion about this.

Meanwhile, at the bat cave... I had an AMAZING psychic reading two weeks ago. Amazing actually doesn't even begin to cover my feelings on the readings. Cherry, the reader, gave me so much information and insight to myself and my own journey on the "psychic, spiritual ride." Even though I've had nudges, and feelings about what I am to do with my gifts, I never felt 'sure'. After my reading, I have not one doubt in my mind what I am to do. Let me not forget to mention that prior to the reading, I went to my guides and asked that they go to Cherry and provide her and her guides with information I needed and which direction to head in. What was most comforting was that her journey along this path was much similar to what mine is, so I finally felt like someone actually "got me."

I've had numerous conversations and connections with many people about this over the past 2 years and have had so many wonderful people enter my life to help me along my way. But, this time, it felt different. I can't explain it in words. What I can say, though, is that for once I don't question my goal or direction. And, that alone, provides more comfort than I ever imagined.

So, now my struggle seems to be balancing my happy world with the "normal" world, and finding time to do my crafty stuff and do more readings while working and being a wife, and dealing with this female stuff. Lucky for me, my grandmother (who was my inspiration behind this blog name), was Superwoman, so I have it in my genes to succeed and manage all of this. If that Virginia could do all of the amazing things that she did in her life, then this Virginia can follow in those footsteps of greatness. And, since the light in this room just flickered, I know she is here with me, agreeing.